I had some of the happiest moments of my life with you. You taught me that I could feel emotions again. You taught me that love does exist and though sometimes it may die it is in my control whether I mourn it’s death or celebrates it’s life. You made me smile and even laugh no matter how angry or sad I was. You made me feel safe. You made me feel like I had a chance in this world to be happy. You taught me how to love for the first time. You will never not be my first boyfriend.